Biography

Rachel Bower is an award-winning writer from Bradford. Her poems and stories have been widely published, including in Anthropocene, The London Magazine, Magma, New Welsh Reader and Stand. She is the author of Moon Milk (Valley Press, 2018) and a book on literary letters (Palgrave Macmillan, 2017). Rachel won The London Magazine Short Story Prize 2019/20 and the W&A Short Story Competition 2020. She has had work commissioned by BBC Radio, the British Library and Poet in the City, and she is currently editing an anthology with Simon Armitage (Faber & Faber). She is also a beekeeper, a wild swimming enthusiast and the founder of Wild Writes workshops.

Where did you get your inspiration for writing your collection? I noticed a lot of seemingly astrological, mythological and some modern day references throughout. I'd love to hear more.
 
The collection grew out of my first poetry book, Moon Milk, published by Valley Press in 2017. Moon Milk explored experiences of pregnancy, loss, and early motherhood. The final poem in that book opens out: it is about making connections between experiences in Sheffield (UK) and Aleppo (Syria). The poem seeks to explore the ways in which, if we push towards encounters in which people understand each other as more fully human – even if they are in radically different situations – we might then be able to envisage different kinds of society: less unequal structures in which people are treated with dignity, respect and fairness. The new collection, These Mothers of Gods, attempts this kind of work – I see it as a project which takes inspiration from people like Edward Said (on critical humanism), Martha Nussbaum (on the power of empathy in literature) and Priyamvada Gopal (on agency and resistance). It is about approaching some of the experiences that have been erased from official histories; about trying to expose the connections between different people and places, and to bring neglected stories to the fore.
 
You have said that “the book seeks to recover the lived experiences of women who have often appeared only fleetingly in official histories, and also pushes towards a more expansive understanding of ‘motherhood’, inclusive of broader urgent issues about gender and our collective responsibilities for lives, environments and natural worlds.” Can you tell me why you wanted to focus on these areas/issues as a writer?
 
Yes, thank you. There is a welcome and growing body of poetry on motherhood and related issues. This marks a shift (a fact that is still surprising) –I wrote a review article about this which explains more about this a couple of years ago for Wild Court: (https://wildcourt.co.uk/features/1869/)
 
However, this body of work is still very partial, and I wanted to write about those figures and experiences that are often pushed to the margins – or who only appear in historical traces. In a way, my work remains very influenced by Amitav Ghosh’s project of painstaking imaginative recovery in In An Antique Land: attempting to creatively recover the lived realities of those people who did not have the power to inscribe themselves physically on time.
 
At the same time, I wanted to write a book that connected this project up with our wider collective responsibilities for each other and our environments: an intersectional poetics that connects issues of race, gender, class and sexuality. There is a very conservative impulse which often rears its head when we think about the notion of ‘our’ children – and the collection tries to make a case for rejecting this individualised concept of protecting the privileges of one’s offspring. The collection also rejects rigid biological notions of the ‘mother’, and instead hopes to think more broadly about the many different kinds of labour that contribute towards collective ‘mothering’ in our communities – inclusive of the work of teachers, cleaners, neighbours and librarians, for example. I hope that this might help us to dislodge these rigid notions of the mother, and open all of this up for discussion and critique.
 
While reading, there was a sense of claustrophobia or being trapped in places. Was this something you wanted to portray?

This is interesting. I am not sure. I think there is an intense claustrophobia that comes both with young children and the rigid expectations of how mothering should take place, whether this manifests in being stuck in particular physical spaces, or in something more like one’s own head. The poems seek to explore this, and to think about how it might be cracked, or forced open somehow.
 
One other theme I noticed reoccurring in the collection was loss. Can you tell me more about this?

I think it is important to talk about those experiences which have been historically shrouded in shame or secrecy, and loss is one of these. On an individual scale, it seems that hiding issues like miscarriage and baby loss, which are more commonly experienced than most people realise, only serves prejudice and taboo. I hope that contributing to an open conversation around these issues might allow more people to connect - and that we will be stronger for that.
 
There is also the less obvious kinds of loss that we all experience in relation to those we give our care to – and some of the poems relate to this.
 
And there is also, of course, the incredibly traumatic experiences of loss that are the result of the systematic oppression of particular groups or communities, as with colonialism. The collection tries to approach and address these legacies of colonialism, without appropriation. I am obviously aware of my own privileged position as a white cis woman, and the ways in which I, like so many women, continue to benefit from this. We can’t have gender equality without racial equality; we can’t have racial equality without economic equality; we can’t have economic equality without gender equality. I am not sure if I always get it right in the collection, and I still have a vast amount of work to do, but I hope that by careful research, thought and reading, I can continue to improve my efficacy as an ally.
 
On a practical note, how do you find time to write as a parent? 

I squeeze it in the gaps! It is definitely difficult, and I don’t always manage it, but I write when I can – any words are better than no words!
 
I know you teach Creative Writing. Do you have any tips for parents who want to fit writing into their busy routine? 

I find that planning ahead (i.e. looking at when a 30 minute gap might arise) and planning what I might write in that can work. There is also what some people call ‘snack’ writing – writing whenever and wherever you can. Take a notebook with you/ record ideas on your phone/ write it on receipts – any writing is better than no writing!
 
Free writing (writing without stopping without censoring yourself) can be great for freeing up ideas, and producing words in a non-pressurised way. I also think that the advice about leaving your writing on a ‘downhill slope’ is great – so that you mark exactly what you will do next time you come back to it. Try not to beat yourself up about it – write ten words a day and eventually they’ll add up!

Find out more about Rachel and her writing:
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Twitter: @rachelebower
Instagram: @rachel_e_bower
Website: http://rachelbower.net/

Sarah is a 28 year old mother of 2 who started writing poems in January 2021. Sarah set up a Facebook page to start taking requests from people who would like a poem, in memory, for a birthday, for a friend etc and Sarah would ask for personal information and then produce a poem for them. Sarah then set up her Instagram page to connect with other writers and to share her poetry. Sarah not only writes for other people upon request, but also for herself about events during the year; Easter, Valentine's Day, International Women's Day etc and also topics that are important to her, including poems about mental health and motherhood. Sarah suffered with Hyperemesis Gravidarum during both of her pregnancies and wrote a poem about her experience.

Who and what inspires you?
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In terms of what or who inspires me to write. I'd say it's my mental health and my children. That's how my poetry started really. I was struggling with my mental health and hit a very low point. I have two beautiful girls to live for and use poetry as a distraction from negative thinking. I also find other mum writers very inspiring, I love reading other mum's work and also those that share about their own mental heath experiences. 

The poem I wrote about Hyperemesis Gravidarum will be featured in a book that I am writing, alongside another mum writer, to raise awareness of HG and to allow other ladies to share their stories. The book is called 'How I survived Hyperemesis Gravidarum - a collection of HG stories' and this is being released on the 15th of May. I am also hoping to publish a poetry book in the near future. I often writes poems about my two daughters and I love being a mum.

How do you find time to write as a parent?

I tend to write very early in the morning or very late at night to fit around when my girls are asleep. They are 5 years old and 5 months old, so when they are awake, I do not get a chance!

Which writing activities kickstart your writing when you're struggling?
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I don't tend to struggle too much when writing as I take requests and a lot of personal information is given to me for what to include in the poems. If I'm writing about something that isn't a request, I tend to read other poems for inspiration.

You can find her online at: https://www.facebook.com/SarahTwrites/ 
or: @sarahTwrites

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Claire Taylor is a writer in Baltimore, Maryland where she lives with her husband and young son. Her work has appeared in a variety of publications and has received nominations for Pushcart Prize and Best American Short Stories. Her debut chapbook, Mother Nature, a hybrid of poetry and short prose on the topic of motherhood is currently seeking publication. In addition to writing for adults, Claire is the creator of Little Thoughts, a monthly print and digital newsletter of stories and poetry for children. Claire serves as an In House Agent for Versification Publishing and a volunteer reader with Capsule Stories. 

Who and what inspires you?

These days I tend to draw inspiration from small observations. The way the birds flock to the feeder in the morning; my child racing his toy cars across the floor; a fleeting feeling of desperation that washes over me late in the afternoon when I have to come up with a plan for dinner. I try not to discard any moment or feeling as being too brief or inconsequential to build on. I write a lot about motherhood and mental illness and am always inspired by people who are vulnerable and honest about their struggles. More generally in my writing, I continue to be inspired by my father's emphasis on always having a project in the works, something you are working on just for the pleasure of creating it. I started my newsletter Little Thoughts because I wanted a project that would bring a sense of joy and direction to my days during the pandemic. At times it has been hard to access the feelings of lightness and fun that are needed when writing for small children, but having to continually make space in my mind for that project and that style of writing has been immensely helpful in keeping me moving forward over the past year. 

How do you find time to write as a parent?

I write during my son's nap and right after he's gone down for bed. I write in the mornings if I have the time and energy, and I rely heavily on audiobooks and the podcast Kids Short Stories to keep him company while I fit in little bits of writing throughout the day. And to be completely honest, I often make him wait for my attention longer than I probably should, repeatedly telling him, "one more second," or "just a moment," while I jot down a story idea or a few lines for a poem. There are days where I am not as present when I'm with him as I probably should be because on those days I am more present for myself and for my writing and it's simply not feasible to be both. I try to give myself the grace to be a lesser version of the mom I'd like to be at least some of the time when my desire to write feels especially urgent. 

Which writing activities kickstart your writing when you're struggling?
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If I am really in a block I'll set up a new Word doc as a journal and write down little observations, feelings and experiences from my days. Later I go back in and see if anything I've written can be mined for a longer piece or as the catalyst for a poem. I try to write down every line or scene that pops into my head no matter how raw or ridiculous it might seem in the moment. I figure if it's pushing through all the noise of the day to get my attention, it's worth getting it down on paper and seeing what might come from it at a later point. I also will take pictures on my phone throughout the day during periods where I have less time for writing or am just feeling very blocked. Then I'll go back and see if any of the photos spark new ideas. 

You can find her online at clairemtaylor.com and Twitter @ClaireM_Taylor. 

Louise Mather is a poet from Northern England. You can find her on Twitter @lm2020uk and her work is published or forthcoming in magazines such as Fly on the Wall Press, streetcake magazine, The Cabinet of Heed, Hecate Magazine, Crow & Cross Keys, Dust Poetry Magazine, Idle Ink, Not Deer Magazine, Nymphs, Odd Magazine, Blue Moon Poetry and Lanke Review. Her artwork has appeared in Versification alongside her poem “Menstruous” and she was recently longlisted for the Norman Nicholson Lockdown Poetry Competition, published in the anthology The Unpredicted Spring. She writes about ancestry, rituals, endometriosis, fatigue and mental health, and is editor of the cat-themed anthology Feline Utopia.
 
 
Who and what inspires you?

There are many places I find inspiration - in nature and elements, heirlooms, dreams, music, and I'm always reading. I'm very interested in rituals and love mythology, fairy tales, philosophy, astrophysics and psychology. I read a lot of novels alongside poetry and have a massive appreciation for reading different types and styles, whether it be traditional or experimental and there are so many great journals online.
 
I also find inspiration comes from delving into the past, through ancestry and on a personal level. My writing is definitely rooted in emotion, for me it's primarily a way to channel my thoughts, often when they feel overwhelming, and there seems a sense of alchemy to this process. I write a lot about my experiences of illness, pain, fatigue and mental health, about loneliness, depression, grief, fear and trauma. So, my poems are often quite dark and that's what I tend to be drawn to in other people's work; that's where I feel a connection.

My son is a huge inspiration to me, everything he does, says, his sense of wonder. He loves books and the moon already. I'm currently putting together a pamphlet of poems about him and my experiences of birth and motherhood.

How do you find time to write as a parent?

Finding time to write as a mum has been challenging, and I really became aware of this through lockdown with a toddler. Sometimes it feels as if I'm trying to do about five things at once and since I was young, I've struggled with my physical and mental health, so I have to work around that too. My partner has worked from home during the pandemic, and he's able to take our son out for walks sometimes to give me a bit of time. That’s when I try to cram in housework, writing, reading and a rest - sometimes it's more productive than others.
 
Nowadays, I often write notes on my phone, whether it's lines for a poem, ideas for a short story, or additions to a novel. I find poetry a lot easier to write, and more in the moment, I feel like that's what I always go back to and find solace in. Any notes I'll write up later if I'm not too tired, or if my son's watching television, I'll sneak a look or have a quick read. We do a lot of artwork together, and I've recently got back into mandalas and asemic writing. I'm lucky my mum is a massive support and often the first person I'll show my poems to.

Which writing activities kickstart your writing when you're struggling?

I don't often suffer from writer's block, maybe that's because I'm always reading and I'm an over-thinker, but I can find it hard to concentrate at times. Sometimes it's just getting that break and time, being able to process thoughts, focus, and go through notes. I have a lot of lists for the week: subs, competitions, any other ideas and projects, so planning really helps, taking one thing at a time, pacing myself. I know if there's a bad day or busy week I'll get back to it sooner or later, but it often doesn't feel like it at the time and sometimes I just need a rest which can feel frustrating, then I’ll probably end up writing another period poem…

It's been great for me to find like-minded people and the support of the Twitter writing community. There are so many lovely, talented writers, which I find really inspiring and motivating, and I can't say how nice it's been over the last few months to get sent cat poems and artwork for the Feline Utopia Anthology, everyone has been incredibly supportive. I've got some more ideas in the pipeline for later in the year, so keep an eye on my website and Twitter page.
 
You can find links to my work and download the Feline Utopia Anthology to read for free from my website:
www.louisematheruk.wixsite.com/louisemather/felineutopia

Aoife Lyall is the author of Mother, Nature (Bloodaxe Books, 2021). Her poems have been published in many prestigious literary magazines and journals, receiving national and international recognition through the Hennessy New Irish Writing Awards and an Emerging Scottish Writer residency award at Cove Park. In 2020 she was awarded National Lottery funding through Creative Scotland to write her second poetry collection. She has been a guest curator for the Scottish Poetry Library and a guest editor for Butcher’s Dog. Her reviews have appeared in Poetry London and PN Review. Her work focuses on tender and tragic experiences of pregnancy and motherhood.
 
Who and what inspires you? 

I started writing in 2012 but it was in 2015, when I became pregnant for the first time, that my writing gained its real focus. I am driven to write by the fascination I feel watching my children grow, but also by the frustration of realising how little of motherhood is actually represented in history books or contemporary media. 

It took a long time for me to overcome a hesitancy, not so much about my writing, but its subject matter. Growing up, I knew Eavan Boland as a mother-poet. I gained so much of my confidence from her poems and essays, but I worried my work would still be considered niche. Not anymore. I have become part of a community of mother-poets who, like Boland, are unapologetically bringing their experiences to the fore. Being part of it is both invigorating and challenging, in the best way.

It is an organic community: we make each other stronger by supporting each other, not trying to outdo each other. Being a mother-poet now means navigating motherhood, the literary landscape of the 21st century, Brexit and a pandemic. Never has so much been asked of mothers: never have we been so cut off from each other; and never have we done so much to bring ourselves back together. Poets like Hollie McNish who agreed to read a manuscript from an unknown mother-poet: me. Poets like Victoria Kennefick and Jessica Traynor who have embraced the chance for us to work together even though we have yet to meet in person.

Then you have poets like Jo Clement, who strives to increase representation and visibility of the GRT community, and who invited me to guest-edit Butcher's Dog in 2020. Poets like Jane Clarke, Rachael Allen, Natalie Diaz, Leeanne Quinn and so many others: all doing magnificent things. These are the women inspiring me every day with their talent and compassion and generosity. 
 
How do you find time to write as a parent?

I definitely have had to look for it. Most of Mother, Nature was written during maternity leave, during any ‘spare’ time in the evenings, and during the first lockdown. At first, I wrote only when everything and everyone else was taken care of: it took a long time for me to take time out to write, to say 'I need to work on this now'. This year, after handing in the manuscript for Mother, Nature, which tied in with the end of my second maternity leave, I went back to work part-time. This has given me a day in the week to write in. Securing National Lottery funding through Creative Scotland means I am able to take a career break next year and work on my second collection full-time.

I think we're so often raised to look after everyone else first and get praised for selflessness to the point of self-destruction. So, I’ll say it now: you exist in your right. You don't need anyone else's permission to write. You don’t need to convince anyone of your worth, of the value of your writing. It takes a long time to feel that though: to not feel guilt or that you're letting someone down by paying attention to yourself.
  
Which writing activities kickstart your writing when you're struggling?
 
Writing reviews. I started reviewing during my first maternity leave as a way to focus my attention: I was reading a fair bit but not really taking anything in. I dedicated a year to posting a review once a month on my own website and more recently have been writing them for different literary journals. I think writing reviews helps me on multiple levels: I have to really think about what the other poet has done with their work; I can then take that analytic eye back to my own work; from there I might make changes to existing poems or be inspired to write new ones.
 
That said, I think it's important to say that you can't always write, and you can't always write well. I've had two extended periods of not being able to write poetry: the first after my pregnancy loss, the second this past year. In those times I made notes but couldn't do successive drafts of poems. I'm certainly a writer of seasons- I think most of us are- and just because I'm not writing poems doesn't mean I'm not doing something to cultivate them. That said, I do have to remind myself, often, to just pay attention: that the poems I write are usually the ones I'm looking at, not the ones I’m looking for.
 
Social media link: @PoetLyall
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